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All I Ever Wanted
03:59
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[You’re my only truth
All I ever wanted was you]
You always come back to me
Even when I don’t expect you back
I’ve never met someone like this
Who liked me just the way I am
It’s late at night and I can see
You’re here standing at my door
And when you’re far that’s when I see
I’ve never felt this way before
I only need a love song
A song where I could fit you in
You’re everything I’ve got
You’re all I ever needed
All I ever wanted
Was to spend my nights with you
All I ever wanted
Was to have you here with me
I wasn’t looking for love
And that was when I found you
You’re my only truth
All I ever wanted was you
I’d give you everything I got
To have you with me long enough
Just long enough to realize
That you’ll never ever be gone
I like you just the way you are
It’s funny how someone can be
So good to me and this ideal
I think you're once you're for real
[Chorus]
My heart beats faster
And I just can’t stand
Living without you
Can't you comprehend?
It all feels perfect
Hope this never ends…
[Chorus]
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2. |
Something Isn't Right
03:46
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I guess I should be happy
Cause after all hard work
I got everything I wanted
I see everything was worth
I know I have my friends
Who’ll always stay there by my side
And even though I’m not alone
I feel I’m left behind
I look at myself in the mirror
And simply can’t recognize
The face that stares at me
The face I can’t disguise
Something isn’t right
I feel so lost and lame
Something isn’t right
I can’t find someone to blame
Something isn’t right
I see I’ve thrown my life away
And that was my mistake
I was always there for you
And I believed you were there too
I gave you everything I had
And I meant every word I said
You opened up your world for me
But you simply couldn’t face
Your stupid friends and fight for me
You let me go away
I look at myself in the mirror
And simply can’t recognize
What is wrong with me
What I can’t disguise
You only cared about yourself
It hurt and bothered just like hell
And now I see that I was wrong
It took me long enough to see
That you never ever liked me
And now it’s my time to be gone
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3. |
Love Struck
03:40
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I’ve built a fortress around me
To keep myself from the world
I’ve put up fake tall walls
To hide myself from life
I run around in circles
I hide myself in words
They suffocate me slowly
Running through my mind
But under this roof and walls of Lies
I find the truth I cannot hide
And under this skin so tough so hard
I realize that I’m in love
I can’t run away from life no more
It’s chasing me through locked doors
Your smile’s tailing me
It’s tattooed in my memory
I can’t run away from love no more
I’ve never felt this way before
It is so strong I feel
It is taking over my heart
I see that I can’t fight it
And I can’t escape no more
I’m cut open and bleeding
I’m lying on this floor
First time I’m in love and it’s
So strong but so mature
Cause first time I caught your eye
I felt so ready and so secure
And if you open up
And if you let me in
I’ll never run away
Why don’t you just give in?
I know you feel the same
You feel the way I feel
Cause love has found us both
And this have never been so real
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4. |
Let Go
03:47
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Shut inside my room
Singing loud the same damn song
Lying on this wooden floor
Been so lonely since U been gone
I’ve been such a mess
Since I’ve opened up to you
Now I can only regret
I should never have been so true
Cause now I see that I’ve scared you off
Right now I see you may leave me
You were everything
You were all I need
And I let you go
Shouldn’t’ve let you go
I confused it all
And I blew it all
Please don’t take it in
You’re all I need
You were good to me
That’s why I confused, you see
All these feelings deep inside
And I got this all wrong
Please don’t quit talking to me
Cause I’ll do my best, you’ll see
To forget the way I feel
And go back to what we’ll never be
Cause now I see that I’ve scared you off
Right now I see you may leave me
I wish I had never let you know
Cause now I fear that you will go
I wish I had never let you go
Cause now I know… now I know…
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5. |
Perfect World
03:50
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It started out as a dream
And everything was different
You were there for me
And you made me feel so alive
Everything you did
Was better than perfection
You could see through me
And you made me feel special
And as you drove your car
You told me those lines
“We can make it through anything
As long as we talk”
But where have we gone now?
Where have we gone now?
Maybe if we belonged to a perfect world
Maybe if I was everything I can’t
You could stay by my side
Everything would be fine
I’m sorry but now I just can’t hide
Everything I do I only think of you
I’m such a mess and I have to confess
I want you by my side
To make it all alright
I’m sorry but now I just can’t hide
The way I feel
You were good for me
But everything you did is not enough
I wish that you could see
That I always wanted so much more
I want you by my side
To help me fight and face the darkest times
You are always in my mind
You’re always in my voice and guitar
Maybe if we belonged to a perfect world
Maybe if I was everything I can’t
You could stay by my side
Everything would be fine
I’m sorry but now I just can’t hide
Everything I do I only think of you
I’m such a mess and I have to confess
I want you by my side
To make it all alright
I’m sorry but now I just can’t hide
The way I feel
I’m sorry I can’t be what you want
I’m sorry you can’t be what I need
I was always there for you
You were always there for me
I’m sorry you can’t be what I want
I’m sorry I can’t be what you need
Now I see there’s no escape
Now I see I have to leave
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6. |
Never Ending
04:52
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Are you there?
Can you hold my hand?
Cause I need someone to guide me in the dark
Are you real?
Can you understand that I am lost and I can’t make it through this storm?
Such a heavy storm
I know
It’s never really over
But I only hope I can make it through today
I know
I’m never really over
Trying to find you I lost myself again
Some things never end
Do you see me there?
Will you stay with me?
Cause I am weak and falling in this void in my mind
Do you feel the same
The same as I do?
Cause I feel empty knowing it’s so hard
It’s so hard I know
Can you see me then?
Can you love me then?
Cause I have shown you all the best I can
I know I will find
Someone to be there
But it will never ever be the same
Some things never end
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7. |
Won't Let You Down
03:44
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I’m lost in this city
I’m falling to pieces
I’ve lost everything
My dreams and my hopes
I’m walking in circles
These bright lights they blind me
I’m looking for traces
Where have you gone?
I have to find you
Tell you I need you
I only wish you’d know
When the world’s crashing down
When your heart is breaking down
I will never let you down
I will help you figure out
What is going on inside your heart
When the world’s crashing down
When your heart is crying loud
I’ll be there to hold your hand
I will help your comprehend
I will help you face the darkest times
I know when you’re bleeding
I know when you’re screaming
I know how you’re feeling
I’m just like you
I know we’re just dreamers
We can be naïve but
We can’t stop believing
We’ll make it through
If I ever hurt you
I didn’t mean it
I only wish you’d know
Ah, ah
I’m upside down
Ah, ah
I’m inside out
Ah, I
Won’t let you down
You won't say it now
You won’t say it now
But in your heart it's loud
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8. |
When I'm Gone
03:21
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I’ve been thinking that I’ve never lost my hopes
And I know I’ve never felt this way before
I can’t find a way
I’m lonely
And I’m not home
And I’m dying when I thought I would be born
All the faces that surround me are so cold
And I thought that I would conquer here a heart
Everything is dark and cold
I’m back and forth
In this place where no one knows me
I feel lost
I just thought that all the answers were in a box
I could open when I wanted with a key
I can’t scream cause in my chest there is no voice
I just don’t wanna die here
I’ve gone so far searching for my hopes
There’s no answer, there’s no question, there’s no box
I’ve been haunted by my past and by my ghosts
And I just can’t live these lies anymore
I’ve gone so far I bet so much and lost
Let my heart and everything where I belong
I just wonder what will happen to this world
I just wonder what will happen when I’m gone
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9. |
Sunshine
02:42
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10. |
Standing Here
03:38
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Once again
I am lonely once again
Cause you left me
You forgot just everything you meant to me
Things you said
They backbeat inside my head
Words that hurt me and disgust me
Make me feel I’m going mad
Cause you said
I can’t make it on my own
I can’t find my way back home
I can’t fight against this storm
(But look at me)
I… I am still here
I’m still living
I’m still breathing
I’m still standing here without you
(You know that)
I… 'm the only left behind
Cause you had me
And you used me
Now you’re gone you're somewhere I can’t find you
Years go back
I am sixteen once again
And I’m back into my room
I’m singing and I’m screaming things that I
Should forget
I regret believing you
Cause you told me I was nothing
I was nothing to respect
All you said
I can’t make it on my own
I can’t find my way back home
I can’t fight against this storm
(But look at me)
I… I am still here
I’m still living
I’m still breathing
I’m still standing here without you
(You know that)
I… will never cry
Cause you had me
And you used me
Now you’re gone you're somewhere I can’t find you
Oh oh
Oh oh oooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Once again
I am lonely once again
Cause you left me
You forgot just everything you meant to me
(But look at me)
I… I am still here
I’m still living
I’m still breathing
I’m still standing here without you
(You know that)
I…’m the only left behind
Cause you had me
And you used me
Now you’re gone you’re somewhere I can’t find you
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11. |
Deep Inside
02:45
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It is too deep
It is underneath
Everything I know
All I let you know
It is way down
On my bare bones
It is something different
All you’ll never know
It’s down on my feet
And it’s up in my head
It’s running through my mind
It’s hidden in my chest
Deep inside
I can only try
To let you go
Right out of my mind
Deep inside
I hope you will find
All I ever wanted
Was you by my side
You’re just perfect
You got everything I like
You got everything I know
You're all I think about
If you love me
It is something I can’t say
It is something that you hide
It is all that I can’t wait
I’ll tell you my secrets
I’ll never let you wait
This feeling is so deep
I’ve never felt this way
You’re so close to be forgotten
You’re too far to last forever
I can’t even miss you now
Since we’ve never been together
Deep inside
I can only try
To let you go
Right out of my mind
Deep inside
I hope you will find
All I ever wanted
Was you by my side
Deep inside
I can only try
To let you go
Right out of my mind
Deep inside
I’m sure you will find
You were never real
You’re part of my mind
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12. |
Thank U
03:39
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You comprehend when I’m a mess
And don’t behave in my best
You see right through me
I never knew that
Someone could get me as you do
(You) pick up the pieces when I’m broken
You help me cheat life when I’m losing
You always trust me
And I believe that
We can always make it through
Thank you (Thank you)
For being there for me
Thank you (Thank you)
For making me believe
That everything will be alright
That I can still stand up and fight
Thank you (Thank you)
For loving me
Thank you (Thank you)
For supporting me
When I feel I’m breaking down
Thank you for just being around
You call me when I’m all alone
You bring me up when I’m undone
You know my reasons
You know my flaws and
You never leave me
You’re always there
You’re fucking crazy rock and roll
You’re so amazing
You rock my world!
And you believe me
I know you need me
You make me see I’m not alone
I could never make it through
Without you hanging by my side
I can’t tell how I love having you around
You are everything I need
You are all I think about
If I ever hurt you I will turn it all around
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13. |
Untitled
03:03
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It’s three in the morning
I’m alone in my room
Watching memories play
Of me and you (you you)
And my heart is broken
Don’t know what to do
You’re not what I wanted
And I can’t blame you
I know my projection
And my search for perfection
Have blinded hard me enough
To not see the truth
Don’t know how I feel
Don’t know what is real
Don’t know where to go
But I still love you
Don’t know what to do
I wish someone would find me
For now I only hope
My only truth will guide me
Jealousy burns inside
Like a sick lullaby
Like the worst nightmare in
A mid-summer night
My head rushes rushes
And I feel I’m fading
Why are we pretending
We’re both alright
Oh oh oh oh
La la la
Oh oh oh oh
La la la
Oh oh oh oooooh
This is ending
This is ending
This is ending
My only truth will guide me
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